Why does she hates me?

I always asked myself why does she hates me so much? I really dunno what i did wrong.. If anything happened i am the one she will blame. In fact she has everything she got education, good job, can drive got bf. But i dont. I had to work when i was only 18. i also want to enjoy my life but i never complaint or be jealous of her... But why when there is an argument i am always in the picture. I am hurt by her words. Always accusing me of things which is not true. BUt what i go through is nothing compared to what my parents when thru. I really hope that she will realise her mistakes and realise that we care abt her. Please God help me make us a stronger person. I want to have a happy family. Please. :(

Why?

I often ask myself why is my life like this? Why things never go the way i want them to be? Why we have to get hurt? Why people must look down on me? Especially someone in family... Since young this had been my problem. I almost had a breakdown and i felt like everyone is against me...I just always tout of ending my life but is it worth it? If i just end it what about the people who cared about me? I will let them down and they will be disappointed. I just cant let that happened. What should i do? My mind is haywire. I am confused. Please god show me the way and please make me a stronger person.