sick!!

I have been sick since Wednesday... I really don't like the feelings of getting sick. My throat hurts a lot whenever i tries to swallow.. Haiz! I can't get along of things done as my head is spinning and my back aches. How i wish all this would end soon. :(

Missing the reunion

I really felt terrible coz of all the time to fall sick is on the day i have been waiting for. Yesterday was supposed to be my class reunion but i had to miss it of all the things. Damn! I was down with a terrible fever and my tonsilities act up again. And up to that i had problem with my tooth. I was really hoping that i could meet all my friends whom i missed but guess yesterday was not the day for me. Haiz.... Hope there is another reunion coming up soon... :(

Malacca Trip cum Grandma's Bdae

Last weekend we went for a short trip to malacca as it was my grandma's bdae. we went off at abt 6 am because we don't want to get caught in the jam. All went well at Tuas checkpoint except for malaysia checkpoint. There is a bit of jam. Finally we reached the first rest place "gelang patah"@ almost 8. Had a few drinks and waited for my cousinz who were caught in the jam. Reach there almost at 9 plus. Then we headed straight to malacca. We were staying at Mahkota Hotel. It was an apartment with two bedrooms. The place was grand but dont really like the service and the recreation guard at the pool. They are abit cheeky and rude. PLace ok but service sucks.... Had a mini celebration and lucky draw. After all the cake cutting event, my two aunts, uncle , cuz aisyah and me headed down to Jonker Walk. It was so packed and there is an unpleasant smell of the chinese food. Its like a night market. Did not get much things as it was expensive. I still prefer "petaling street". But the scenery there was awesome. It was very nice. Love it... Well i guess thats about it... Overall i love it although it was short but it was fun!

Besties

Just when I think I've lost my way
Something illuminates the dark
There you are leading the way
Love shining from your heart

Many friends have crossed my path
And I thank God for them all
But I got an extra special blessing
When your friendship answered my call

You stayed by my side every step
Even when others fled
I know that because you're here
I can face whatever's ahead

Your smile and laugh urge me on
And encourage me to be strong
Your loving support helps me stand
When the road is rough and long

So much that I can thank God for:
My family and health
But when He blessed me with you
He gave me more than wealth

Mortal words could never explain
What you have come to be
You are my life, my world, my heart
You are EVERYTHING to me

Happy Birthday Grandma

Today is my grandma birthday... I just hope that Allah will always bless her in good health and always happy with her dear ones. Well we are going to go for a short trip to celebrate her bdae. Hope it will be an enjoyable and most memorable bdae ever. Love you lots. :)

Haiqel Aden

It's been 4 months i have been taking care of my cousin Md Haiqel Aden who is coming to 2 years. Both his parents are unable to take care of him due to some reasons. Hmm I really pity him. Well at first i am against the idea of taking care of him but after seeing his innocence look i started to mellow down and agreed to take care of him. At that point I just resign from my job so while waiting to get a new one i have to look after him. Soon after i feel very attached to him. He is like everything to me. Whenever he is not around i just feel lonely (guess this is how a mum feels). I have seen him grow and happy about it. He is very fast learner, he would imitate whatever he sees and when he had done something wrong he would just laugh and pretend nothing happened. I really love him alot.... Hopefully he is able to be with me for a longer period of time. I just love him so much :)

Quiting

Hey, have not been writting for a very long time. I have been busy with my work. Recently i just quit my job as a preschool teacher. Well i finally did it after a long consideration. I admit i do miss my students a lot and the life there. I have been with them for almost 5 years just imagined the bonds we shared. But i realise not everything will end in the good way. A lot of things happened when i tendered my resignation and it make me realised that the people whom you considered close will also turn their back on you. Hmm i dont really want to say much abt what happened coz it made me remember unhappines i had to go through... I am also sorry to my besties because i always neglect them due to my work. i am sorry. :( Now i just hope that i am able to get a new job and start a new life and spent it with my loved ones... Hopefully:)